We are all exhausted.
Yesterday we took a big load to #1's apartment and worked all day at getting that all set up and put away. She isn't there permanently yet, she wanted to be at home to see #2 off to college tomorrow.
Yep, I said TOMORROW.
That is the day I didn't want to come.
No matter how good I try to make it sound, it just sounds like......
Tomorrow is going to be another big, exhausting, exciting, raw day.
I remember when I took #2 to kindergarten the very first day and how I sat out in the parking lot and just stared at the building hoping to see some movement in her classroom window and hoped to get a glimpse of her.
I wasn't sad. I just wanted to see her.
I was relieved to know that just about every car had a mom in it doing the same thing.
We have a lot to do today and I don't want to do to any of it.
I'd rather just go sit somewhere and just stare at her and watch every move she makes today and try in engrave everything into my memory, because
it will be different.
She will be a college girl.